I will not bow, I will not break.

Today was absolutly great. I hung out with Victor until 4. Then I came home and rearranged the rooms. And for some reason, my entire day was rather light and happy. It’s been a while since I have felt this content with the way things are.

Thursday is my Evaluation for therapy. After that I have a hearing in january and then, if they decide I need therapy, I’ll start at Catawba Mental Health. Fun! Eh, it could be worse though. They could be trying to hospitalize me. I’m okay with Therapy. I’m okay with medication. I am not okay, however, with hospitalization. Hell no sir!.

After my last blog, I spent most of the next few days trying to keep the pain down as much as possible. I’m glad it finally let up some. 

I also have some really good news. Russel’s gone. Left the state. Hopefully for good. My friend shane, who got arrested, is out for now. Hopefully they will give him a slap on the wrists and maybe a little fine and some probation and community survice.

I find that I am learning more and more about who I am, this person I have become.  Everyday things get somewhat clearer.

Anyways, I’m out. Night<3

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